10/5/07 I miss you... / Mariano (Husband) Dearest Mama: How I love you, and miss you! Only the thoughts of envisioning you enjoying Heaven can comfort my broken and lonely heart and mind. So, I keep myself occupied now with writing essays, to motivate and mobilize The Body of Christ to wage spiritual war on the enemy of our souls, and to help save our country,America, and Israel from the fanatics,blinded and deceived by Satan!
Our focused prayers will drive out the demons from them,lost souls in false religion of Islam! New doors for Ministry opening up! I am more determined see more lost souls saved; in order we will all be in one with Christ, when we all get to Heaven to meet you! What a day of rejoicing indeed!
I am asking our Lord to impart His Wisdom to impact the most peoplle,particularly the leaders of influence and poser. We shall pray target them, and millions will follow their footsteps to Christ! That's my lifelong desire.
You are most blessed up there, while we toil down here! Your selfless, sacrificial, loving labors keep me going. Now, you are enjoying your eternal rewards ahead of us all!
Lovingly yours, Dad 10/4/2007
10/4/07 One year remembrance / Evelyn Hoffman (youngest sister )
One year ago today,God took you away from us. We miss and love you dearly, no words can say, our hearts are forever broken.When they first told me that you had Leukemia, my thoughts were chemotherapy, bone marrow transplant and remission. I did not want to rush to California, fearing that it would meant that the worst was about to happen. Mom told me everyday on the phone that you were getting better and will be home from the hospital soon. I guess it was denial on my part, hoping it was just a nightmare.We never really got to say goodbye, But I will cherish the memory of you smiling, happy and well during our last visit there in California. For thats the face I want to remember whenever I think of you.Not only did i lost a beloved sister, but a confidant as well.Miss you terribly, until we meet again in heaven!
10/4/07 In remembrance / Evelyn Hoffman (youngest sister )
One year ago today, God took you away from us. Left us empty and heart broken, that no words can say.We love and miss you everyday. Our hearts are forever broken.
When they first told me that you had Leukemia, my thoughts were chemotherapy, bone marrow transplant and remission. I didn't want to rush to California, for fear that it would mean that the worst was about to happen.
I guess it was really denial on my part,hoping that we will all wake up from this nightmare. Everytime I spoke to mom on the phone, it was very hard to keep it from mom. She told me that you were better and will be home from the hospital soon.
We never really got to say goodbye, but I will treasure your memories. I will cherish the memory of you smiling, happy and well during our last visit there in California; for that's the face I want to see when i think of you and hold dear forever in my heart.
I miss you terribly, for not only were you a beloved sister, but a confidant as well. Until we meet again in heaven!
In remembrance / Evelyn Hoffman (youngest sister ) One year ago today, God took you from us.We think of you everyday. No words can say how much we love and miss you. when they first told me that you had Leukemia. My thoughts were chemotherapy,bone marrow transplant and remission.It was very hard to keep it from mom, when I spoke to her on the phone several times a day.She kept telling me that you will be home from the hospital soon.I didn't want to rush to California, for fear that it would meant that the worst was about to happen.I guess it was denial and shock on my part.I shall always cherish your memories, until we meet again in heaven. the last time I saw you, you were happy, smiling and well. That's the face I want to remember,and hold dear forever in my heart.Not only did I lost a beloved sister, but a confidant as well.Misses you terribly!
10/3/07 Dear Mom... / Steph (Daughter) Dear Mom, It's Oct. 3, tomorrow will be one year already. Where did the year go? It feels just like yesterday when you were in the hospital.
Marty and I went back to AZ and left you there after you had just finished your first week of chemo. I didn't want to say goodbye but I thought if I left, that means you'll wake up and be all better for me to see you next week. I thought it meant that I had hope that you were going to get better. This is one of the things that I will always regret and will never get over, I was barely gone for two days when I got all these messages from Milt and Newt that your body was shutting down but they were going to do all these tests.... I couldn't believe it. They said not to worry that you will be okay.
Tuesday noon, I received a frantic call from Liz that your heart stopped. What? What does this mean? I'm not even there. Liz was at home and like me didn't know what to do. She said they were trying to resuscitate you. I was in shock. I asked Liz what I should do....I stood outside my work building and just paced and paced and cried and cried to God for you to be okay. I didn't even get to say goodbye to you. I kept telling myself that you were going to be okay. I couldn't wait anymore so I called Liz back and she told me to go to Calif. We rushed and got our things packed and the dogs taken care of.
When we got there, you had completely changed from the last two days since I saw you. I will never forget the way you looked. It was just your empty body on that bed. I could not see you anymore. I gasped and grabbed Milt and Newt and asked them what happened to you. Then I cried out, "she's already gone." They had you hooked up to so many things to keep you stabilize but in my heart I knew you were with God already. It took them 13 minutes to bring you back. They figured you were already gone but they couldn't do the test until later that day until they could stabilize you.
Mom, what happened? Milt said it was better that I wasn't there when your heart stopped. He said the resuscitation team was there immediately but the measures they took to get you back was horrendous to see.
When we sat around you to say goodbye, I will never forget Milton sitting there and just finally broke down. He's never been the one to show much emotion in front of other people whether it's anger or sadness. He's been so strong for all of us, talking to doctors, holding your hand while they did the bone marrow test.
I don't remember seeing him cry anytime before that but he and Liz told me that he would cry to themselves after they got home from the hospital. That image... I will never forget. Like we lost. We were all fighting so hard to keep you with us, to make you better but we lost.
Mom, I don't know what happened? How long have you been sick? I look back at your old pictures just a few years old, and you look so tired. Have you been sick for that long? Why did you have to suffer like that in the hospital? Thank the Lord that it wasn't too long like some other people that I have heard. But every minute in that room with you felt like days, it was like hell. It felt like everytime I walked into that room, my hands were tied behind my back and my mouth was taped shut. This was one thing that I felt so helpless and could do nothing for you. I hated that feeling. I wanted so much to take you away from all that. But we had to rely on all the doctors, medicine. We had no idea what they were doing to you. We sure did ask a million questions though and jotted down every single thing that happened to you. I think it was the only way to keep us sane while we were sitting in that room with you.
I love you Mom. I miss you terribly and I don't know if I'll ever accept that you are gone. I don't think I can. You are my Mom and you will always be, it's like you're visiting heaven for now and we'll see you soon. I hope you don't forget me. I love you so much! Steph
9/28/07 Bless you Anita / Family Of William Myers
God Bless you & your Family Anita
9/19/07 Home without my mom / Milton Yeo (Son) Mama, I've been watching old videos of you. It lifts me up to see you & hear your voice again. I see you sing and play piano with the kids. It makes me realize every moment captured is so precious. The sadness is my heart is lighten after seeing you in our old home movies. I missed you so much. I can't seem to face the reality that you are gone. It's so hard to accept and so painful to carry, but I'm so proud that you are my mom and that you have raised me since I was born. I try to move on, but I have nowhere to go because every place I go I want you there with me. I love you so much, how do we keep on without you here? There's a stillness and quietness in the house that yearns for you, we wished that you are back, but you are here no more. This can't be the last of you, it is hard to accept but we strive on. You have done so much for us, I wished you are here so we can say "thank you, my wonderful mom. I love you". Hope you can hear me say them and as I write these words that are etched in my heart. I love you, from your grateful son.
9/18/07 Thinking of you Anita... / Angela -. Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor
Your site is beautiful Anita. You can see just how much you are so loved & missed by your wonderful family! Please know I'll hold you & yours in my heart, thoughts, & prayers always!
Love, Angela
From our Family to yours.. we wish you Autumn Blessings!
9/12/07 It'll be almost a year.... / Stephanie Goldman (daughter) Mom, It'll be almost a year this Oct. 4th since we lost you. It's still so hard, like it was just yesterday. I don't think I will ever get used to you not being here. I still cry now just thinking that the pictures I have on my computer are the only times I can see you.
My mind is not accepting it. I cannot come to grips that you are really gone. Why is that? It's so strange when I visit Dad and Milt and you're not there. It feels so empty, so unreal, like I'm in a dream or another universe.
Whenever I look at your face on my computer, all I can think and feel is how much I miss you. Sometimes I really feel you're so far away, almost like I'm going to forget you. I know I will never forget you. Then it hits me that you are not here. Oh how I wish I can hear your voice and talk with you. I just miss you being my Mom. I love you so much, I wonder if you knew just how much I love you. Did I show you and tell you enough how much I love you? You were everything to me. You were always there, like when I look up I know I'll see the sky. I've always known you will always be there. Now that you are gone....my heart is so broken from missing you so much.
I love you Mom and I hope you can hear my thoughts and see me.
9/8/07 My Prayers for Your Loved Ones / Dennis Margiotis (Visitor)
This is my prayer for your loved ones: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.
God's Blessings always. Dennis - Brother to Angel Vicky Margiotis
Thank you for writing to me. I am so sorry for your loss. AML is such a brutal disease and your mother's story sounds so similar to my daughter's. We did find out hers was caused specifically by exposure to Benzene and Tetrachlorethylene. You mentioned your mother pointing to her stomach. If you ever would like information, please email me. Bless you and your family and know you will be together again where there is NO pain. God Bless!
Dawn Cepero Caylee's Momy www.cayleecepero.memory-of.com
8/31/07 AMAZING LADY / PAUL REILLY AN AMAZING LADY, WITH AN AMAZING FAMILY, MY MUM LOOKS OVER ME, I JUST KNOW SHE DOES, HOPE YOU DONT MIND A STRANGER READINGS ABOUT SUCH A CARING FAMILY, LIVE WITH YOUR MEMORIES, PAUL, GREAT BRITAIN X
I love you / Milton Yeo (son) Hi mom, it's been hectic these days, but as each day goes by without you here. I realize how much I missed you even more. You are such an awesome mother. As days goes by, our love for you grows even more -- and it's because you love us first and even when we haven't learn the concept of love. Now, you have left us a legacy of unconditional love and perfectness. Mom, we love you and you are always in our mind.
I love you Mom... / Steph (Daughter) Hi Ma~I borrowed your old photo albums from Milt to find pictures of the kids last month. I finally decided to look through them today. It was very hard and I just couldn't stop crying. Seeing your beautiful and smiling face on them made me miss you so much and just so heartbroken. It hit me that you're not here, that I can't hear your voice or kiss your cheek. Oh how I wish I can just talk to you one more time. I miss the sound of your voice, just listening to you tell me what's going on with everyone and praying for me.
Looking through the albums, it just amazed me how involved you and Dad were in God's ministry. Your whole life was dedicated to God and to His people, ever since you and Dad were young. I just can't believe it. I think of you in Heaven and how God is rewarding you for your sacrifice and dedication to Him.
I also found the sympathy cards that Dad received and read some of them. You had so many friends that love you and miss you, many of them you were in the ministry with. I think back to your memorial service and wish we could have done some things differently. I don't know why I'm even thinking of that.
I just wanted to tell you that you are always in my thoughts and heart and I miss you all the time. I miss you in our lives and I miss just you being my mom....I love you very much xoxoxo Steph
May God Bless the Yeo Family / Family Of William Myers
May your Family find comfort in knowing, you are one of God's Angels. God Bless!
MOM OF SARAH MATHISON HANSON / Debbie Mathison (internet friend ) Steph, This memorial to your mom is awsome. I'm sure she just loves it. They say that the other side is just a dimension above us. I hope you see and feel the angel spirit of you mom. She is watching over you and your family. Hang in there, the time span for the other side is just minutes compared to the years we live. We will be united soon with our loved ones. It has been 6 years since Sarah left. It seems like yesterday and yet a lifetime ago. I'll be praying for you.
Dream/ Milton Yeo (Son) Mom, I dreamt of you while we were in Hawaii. How I wished you were there. It's not the same without you. I actually heard your voice in my dream, and when I woke up, I realized that I haven't heard how your voice sounded in a long time. Although, I couldn't remember what you said, it was such a treasured moment -- I got caught up in so much emotion that I started sobbing. I realized that not only do I missed seeing you, but being able to hear your voice gave me such comfort and a feeling of elation like I discovered a new gem. You are such a treasure, I hope hear your voice again. Good night and sweet dreams.
Supporting You / Mary Beth Maiden-Umbarger (Friend) Hi Steph, Thank you for continuing to be a good friend. I'll never forget the visits to your house as a kid and your mom serving us a whole fish for dinner! I couldn't stop looking at the fish head! So funny. You always had such a fun family. She was always so warm and welcoming. I love you!
THINKING OF YOU SWEET ANITA, / ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT'S GRMA ROSE (FRIEND)
PRECIOUS ANITA, SENDING YOU AND STEPHINE LOTS OF LOVE, KEEPING YOU BOTH IN MY HEART.
Thinking Of You / Donna -Corey's Mom (Internet Friend ) Hi Steph, Thinking of your mom and her wonderful family. Keeping you in my prayers. The love you have for your mom shines through this memorial and I'm sure she's smiling down on you and so very proud!! Love, Donna-Corey's Mom
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